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(March 25, 2025) I have new dilemmas, ive been on a journey to become happier, but really i would say im on a journey to feel better. i feel like when ive been on a quest to be happy i just become upset bcs theres really no easy solution or thing i could to to be happy,because tbh i dont even know what happiness means, but on the other hand i feel like theres a bunch of things i could do to make myself feel better. Tbh, i do really reccomend using agendas/ diary. I think a mix of both is perfect, because it makes me more concious of the way im spending my time. I dont really find use in spending time dwelling on the bad things, even though they could offer important reflections, i feel like if id write them down theyd be a reminder which would negate the use of them as a tool. Im just happy to write down the random things in my day etc etc. On the grand scheme of things ive been generally good which does make me feel really glad. Im in university now which is really exciting. I hope to write here soon.

(March 15, 2024) I have a dilemma, relating to the phrase: A jack of all trades, master of none. To me, the fascination i have for the amount of things that can possibly be made and crafted is both a blessing and a curse. These days time is limited, or at least it feels that way, so im left with a difficult choice, wether I should do many things at once and be able to be fulfilled from trying different and new things, or mastering few crafts at a time. I always find it difficult to choose. Also, I keep forgetting that its 2024, and I keep writing 2023 when im writing down dates, out of being used to it. Although ive felt like its been 2024 forever, maybe because ive been using an agenda slowly and that really slows things down idk why. The last thing that I want to say is that I have been trying to think on why I cant listen to music like I used to, and it used to be everything for me, but now I find it kinda boring, maybe its because I listened to it too much?